Saturday, January 31, 2009

Moving...

Most of our friends already know that we are moving to Logan, UT. What some people may not know is that Vince is already there, and I will be going out in April. I knew it would be hard, even stressful to say the least. Honestly, I didn't know it would be this hard. Right now even though I am living with my family I feel all alone. Everyday I pray and hope that I will be able to talk to Vincent, either by phone or internet. If I don't here from him I get worried, you know cause I don't know what's going on. It's only been a week and well I am already going nuts without him. I miss the little things he does or says, I even miss his picking on me. We don't realize how much those little things matter, until they are gone. I used to jump his butt for staying up late on the computer, (the light and noise would bother me) but I still miss it. I miss hearing his voice, him just talking. I miss his singing, yeah sometimes it would annoy me when he would just start belting out the song, but it's not like he has an awful voice or anything. He is a history buff, he never stops learning things, which then he has to share. It used to bug me, like somethings I didn't think I wanted to know. But last night I was watching Jeopardy and I was like Vince would have so totally known that answer. I miss playing games with him, even though I would always lose to him it was still fun. I loved playing text twist with him. Yeah he did most of the work, but I did my share of saving us in the game. I guess I just really miss him and I can't wait to see him. I know that this move is what we need to get our life started, but it's hard. Baby, I miss you and love you.

4 comments:

Mama D said...

Denise, I totally understand this feeling. Ray used to travel for his job, and we have also done the he-goes-first move. No fun!

You are not alone. If you need someone to talk to or somewhere to go for dinner some night or whatever, let us know!!

Shayleen Lunt said...

Denise - I just wrote you a long comment and I don't know where it went. Argh! I didn't see you at church today. When you come, stop by Primary and say hi. I'm sorry you are missing Vince so bad. I don't want you to move, but for your sake, I wish you could move sooner. I'm sure Vince is missing you just as much or more! You are going to love Cache Valley~

Papa D said...

Denise, call Michelle and talk with her. Seriously. Do it. Like, at the first chance you get. Talk wiht her. Really.

Get my drift?

Patty said...

I agree with Shayleen- we're sorry to see you move, but wish you could be with Vince sooner. It's hard having to be separated for an extended period of time. Keep hanging in there- it'll be worth it in the end!